emily rose(:

Maddie, you have been my best friend since i was born. I grew up by your side and have never felt closer to someone then i have to you. We have always done everything together. You are part of my family, yer whole family is a part of me. The past year has been hell with you. We have gone through so much since we were born, from stealing your spot at the lunch table at tracys to getting in trouble with weed! We have been through everything together. You have made a huge impact on my life. But since you have known Jill, everything has gone down hill. Jill has changed you into herself. Somone that i dont care to be around. I know the past week we havent talked till saturday at the dance compp. But i really do have a huge problem with all this drama. You cannot sit there and talk shit about me and Jill. Its not something a “best friend” would do. Maybe Jill’s dumbass is okay with that and is just gonna push it a side..but im not. Im not the person to holf grudes and im seriously not mad about the whole shit talking anymore. Its just the fact yer someone that i dont know. Its so hard to be around you anymore. This whole situation that happened this weekend has made me realize who my true friends are, and sadly you are not on of them. Maybe Jill cannot see that but i can and im not gonna push it aside. Im done being here for you and helping you out when all you do is talk shit maddie. You seriously have some issues in your life obviously about being insucre if you need to talk shit about me and Jill to each other. I feel so bad that Jill dosent see it, but i do and im not ignoring it. You say the same shit to me and jill “your my best friend no matter what, no one can replace you, i love you to the moon and back” Its redicoulas maddison. I love you and care about you more than i care about myself but i cannot countine to be a friend if you are gonna act like a bitch all the time to me and my friends. You are turning into a nasty, two faced bitch. I am sorry to be so honest with you. But yer loosing a lot of good people in yer life for someone who will not be there for you in the end.

if i hear one more person say “dustin is dating cassi!!!!!” i might shoot myself…yes i know. no i dont care so please stop telling me. he deserves to be happy!

bestfriends these days all seem really shady….

capture-the-nightt:

the feeling of someone losing interest in you is horrible.

its crazy how much i am changing, ina good way. im not smoking weed at all just to lay that out there. im happy i finally relized its not a good thing for me right now. its not bad, its just not for me at the moment. i love all my friends who smoke weed, and i will never stop talking to them for anybody. im changing a lot, by the choices i am making. im really done with the people i have been hanging around with latly. i wanna be ina new group with new people. the only person i wanna talk to from my past is bryce. im done with everyone else that i hang out i with. i really wanna get closer to alivia, katie and all them. i really am sick of hanging out with the same people and getting the same shit. i cant stand the constant depressing mood and shit. i need new in my life! im thankful for the people who have finally made me realize who my true friends are. i just wanna be apart of something new.